i dont know if i could ever stay with delbert and sandy though. i mean James is there with his "family" and the parents dont agree with heidi and some of the things she has done, and i mean it would be wonderful with nathan there and if seth could be himself, then it would be amasing if he was there too, and the ford, being down the street from the boys, in the same town as the orphanage, and right there with our own little guest house next to the bananas. maybe we should do what hanna and lyna did while they were there, it would take some extra money, but heidi and i could pull it off. heck, we found our way through the London airport, we can do anything we put our minds to. wow, i wish i had some answers. i am going to go give it all to God now. ill be fine in an hour or two.